I mean, you know, very tough because it's kind of
a bittersweet because obviously you want to be in the
medals,
but also that I know I'm very aware that I've
had the week I've had,
you know, and I haven't been shy of saying how
it is and we had to be on task.
And I think I did the best,
if not better than I thought I would have done
with the circumstances.
So, you know, unfortunately supporters sport as we know it's,
it's brutal. It's beautiful, but it's brutal.
Well, the Chinese want it.
There were two Chinese swimmers in that in that cohort
of 23 who tested positive that.
Wasn't made public until much later on,
and Wader accepted their explanation.
When you're racing them, do you feel it?
It's a fair fight. Are you satisfied?
I mean, I try and put it to the side
of my head because,
and in a race, it's not really that relevant.
Yes, you can use it for a little bit of
anger,
I guess. But it's at the same time,
you know, that's what the authorities are meant to be
doing.
You know, they're meant to be taking care of that
so the athletes don't have to and.
For me, as kind of a spoken out person against
the unfairness in sport,
no matter what it is,
I think we've really got under do a better job.
We've really got to do a better job for the
next generation and for the fans and the coaches and
everyone involved.
So yes, I don't ever think about it in a
race.
But at the same time it is,
you know, two contaminations. It is really a joke and
they are lining up against you.
It is, yeah. But it's not,
it's not even us. It's,
you know, everyone else. Yeah.
And yeah.