Now I'm doing really, really good.
I've learnt a lot about myself, a lot about mental
health and obviously being diagnosed with severe ADHD learnt a
lot about that which I wish I knew years ago
because certain situations that have happened in the past, I
just reacted how I thought, you know, I, I reacted.
Whereas now if you'd put me in the same situation,
I react different.
I know how to control my little outbursts and triggers,
things like that.
But it has been really bad and I think in
this industry, cause I've had a lot of real life
trauma events and you just put it at the back
of you because it's quite a fast-paced this industry and
you end up not dealing with the problems at the
time.
They build up, build up, build up.
And before you know it, it becomes noise in your
head and then you just can't cope.
You think there's no light at the end of the
tunnel.
And then that caused depression, then a breakdown.
Suicidal.
Ended up at the Priory, the psychiatric hospital, twice.
So with my bankruptcy, everything's sorted there.
But you know what the media are like.
But yeah.
And to be honest, I'm not ashamed about the bankruptcy
thing either.
It can happen to anyone at any time.
And I'm glad in a way when I look at
everything that's happened at once.